rantings of a dumbass

2011-04-06T16:14:00.000-07:00

today i cried whilst listening to persis overture on youtube gahh getting weirder by the day all the best amb for syf (:

2011-02-04T09:58:00.000-08:00

i tried.

but smtimes trying just leaves one with disappointment

2011-01-30T13:10:00.001-08:00

i believe..

if i keep running away

i will eventually leave everything behind

and reach a place where everything will be perfect once again.

lies

2010-11-09T15:11:00.000-08:00

have disappeared from here for the better part of 2 months, haha i realise im just not that avid a writer, or rather i think of random quotes to type, but they cant really form a proper entry without sounding disjointed and weird =S

anyways, i've been good.. haha kind of? its good to have things to keep my calendar full, keeps things off my mind (: school's.. tons of backlog work due to over-enthusiastic drama-surfing (dled this thing called ppstv that my flatmate introduced, haha awesome) so today and tmr is gonna be crazy. 2 essays and 1 seminar due. sometimes i dont really know whats wrong with me, seem to love doing last minute work all the time, seriously sucks. ugh think maybe my room is too comfortable, doesnt feel like a "go study" bedroom but rather a "its so homely go read a book/watch a show/take a nap/SLACK" kinda room which is good for welfare but worrying for academic's sake. really got to pull up my socks this year, better not waste my parents efforts and regret for the rest of my life =S

complaining and academics aside, think im going to start planning a short trip with my sister (: not really sure where we wanna go, but time and money is kinda tight, so budgetbudgetbudget. sounds fun! hahaha glad to have company this year, somehow its just different knowing that you have family here, that no matter what, one is just within reach (by 3 hours train nonetheless, but you get the picture). basic itenary = shopping plus eating (: really wanna find a nice teahouse, sit down and have some nice english afternoon tea with scones, jam and a book in hand. spending an afternoon like that is utter bliss. of course, haha, this has to actually HAPPEN of course. but i hope it does (:

been watching this drama called lie to me. really nice. the protagnist in the show is able to read faces in order to determine whether one is lying or telling the truth, and thats pretty neat, well at least to me.. i have an inability to tell when one lies, which is a disaster.. haha i dunno if im considered a good liar, but sometimes i find myself believing my own lies.. and running away from the truth staring at me in my face. not a very good position to be in. because it hurts even more when the truth slaps you in the face...

but

i think im happy.
and i hope this time im not lying.

2010-09-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

and i wonder why all these tears flow at night

2010-07-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

hope and anticipation.. can be the greatest joy in the world
but it can also be the deadliest poison

tremors, butterflies in my tummy and imagination running so wild
i guess.. im falling down again

2010-05-29T07:31:00.001-07:00

im hard to please

complaining when the sun is too hot
complaining when its so gloomy outside without the least bit of sun =S

10 more days (:

2010-05-19T16:26:00.000-07:00

my heart's racing
im trying to quell the tears that seem to come and go in 10 s

is it the coffee.. or is it just inherent weakness in me
i never seem to face up to challenges

2010-05-14T14:47:00.001-07:00

bad skin... check
fluctuating moods... check
erratic slping times... check
irregular heartbeat... check
random prancing around... check

you just know its exam time =S

2010-05-10T13:38:00.001-07:00

oops havent blogged for so long last weeks been hell with 2 coursework and 3 seminars due wed through fri. now official exam mugging starts. im going to say goodbye to you guys for awhile, and hopefully i'll not forget to blog after exams (:

love
yc

2010-04-19T14:28:00.000-07:00

feel like a piece of driftwood floating in the middle of the sea
dont know where im drifting to,
except that the water is slowly eating at me
breaking me up into tiny million pieces
until it envelopes me entirely

2010-04-09T17:32:00.000-07:00

i organised my table (abit) today.
i can finally see the pale wood colour of my table (:

had a movie marathon at xl's room today, mr vampire 3 and 4, lol its really funny! u guys should watch it too (:

2010-04-06T11:44:00.000-07:00

ugh cooking can be such a bother

tried to cook baked penne today

first, i cooked too much and over cooked pasta
den some fell out from the pot when i tried to drain off the water cause my strainer couldnt hold so much pasta
den mushrooms shrank and i think i burnt the chicken and ham while frying it
and i added too much sauce into my baking tin

to end it all off, i think i haf enough for two meals, but i cant keep baked pasta for so long can i?

):

cooking is upsetting

2010-04-02T16:21:00.000-07:00

this is the way that we love,

like its forever.

then live the rest of our lives,

but not together.

2010-04-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

back from wale-ing (:

rotty trip, comprising of rotting in room, in macs etc and my most tai di filled trip (:
i like rotting by the way, just not the rain
but the scenery was nice, haha and i guess u guys should noe that i love scenery
we went to this super old school cinema, where the tickets were like the arcade tickets of the past (u noe, the ones u use to exchange prizes) and there was only one theatre, meaning they could only show one movie a week.

overall, it was a nice trip (: never knew serena was so crappy hahaha, im not very good at description so.. mmm.. i'll just leave it as that first.

my birthday pics are on fb and there isnt one with the flour clad face =P

im so afraid of losing a friend that.. i just give up

2010-03-29T16:56:00.000-07:00

going to wales today (30th Mar)

mmm i have a crush on this guy

steve, look for someone like that for me please (:

mmm there are so many ugly duckling meets prince charming stories around, will i ever meet one (thought i noe im even uglier then the ugly ducklings) hahahahaha

haf a nice time gushing, see u guys in 3 days (:

2010-03-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAHAHA my mum and i were discussing about down with love (or actually just jerry yan) and to quote me dad,

"crazy about stupid story and acting, really the world is in trouble"

WAHAHAHA so classic. oh and he recently he likes to type /// in our convos. it stands for san tiao xian. go figure

my dad is funny =P

revelations

2010-03-27T19:04:00.003-07:00

smtimes i wish.. that im not as weak as i am.. smtimes i wish that i dont get so affected by everything that happens around me...

but i cant change.. and what i cant change, i shall try to accept. key word is try. one cant get everything that he/she wants, but i guess.. and important lesson is to be grateful and happy with whatever one can get. be satisfied with what you have, and anything else is and will be a bonus...

thanks mone, for listening to me whine.. i really appreciate that.. and i promise i wont be so affected by it anymore.. (:

revelations

2010-03-27T19:04:00.001-07:00

happy birthday (:

2010-03-24T13:38:00.001-07:00

to my favourite retarded action best-friend-forever always-late cutely-bimbotic iloveeupho&gossipgirl duckie,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: (: (:

ugh why is it that as bff's we only have ELEVEN photos together on fb? had such a tough time looking for a picture we actually took together ):

anyhow, happy 21st birthday darling! wahahaha now u have joined the club too, happy, excited?? i saw pictures of the party, it looked like a smashing success, and u looked darn good toooo ! ugh wish i was there to witness ur extensions and sexy back, together with mr alford yu. mmm.. next time i must see him =P

lalalala i hope this day will be happy for you, and thanks for listening to me complain/whine/emo/complain again all the time, urs truly really appreciate them, and though we belong to the idonttalktouforverylongbutwhenwedowetalkforverylong kinda friend, but u and suh are still friends i hold very dear (: who will forget all our secondary school adventures, "excursions to sjimb", talking at macs after band prac, horribly dry and boring band pracs, laughing, crying together and many many more. lets make a pact to take more pictures and msn more to commemorate our friendship, especially when it'll be our 10 year anni next year(:

above all darling, i love you loads my dear, and i hope you'll be happy doing whatever that u do, we cannot go back and fix whatever we have lost, but we can look forward to the future, be it good or bad. lets climb out of our hole together (:

on ur request, ur dearest pigger,

yc (:

2010-03-04T14:52:00.000-08:00

i think im falling sick but mm this week has been fun, went to a karaoke session for a friends birthday party where i proceeded to butcher just about every song i sang LOL

tmr is the release of the A level results.. WORRIED! hope my sis does okay.. ugh dun really noe how to describe like the fear and stuff, but hopefully, everything will turn out the way she wants it to be.. yupyup

in response to the previos post.. suh im okay, dun worry.
i just.. need a final answer to close this chapter.. haha im sure u guys noe what im talking about, and im not going to mention it cause i dun wanna get scolded by u guys.. yeah but dun worry, im really doing fine!

my results are coming out on monday.. pray for me pleasee i really need it ):

2010-02-27T11:03:00.001-08:00

i usually think about alot of things when im showering.. and today is no different..

sometimes.. i wonder why in a friendship,im always worrying if i have offended that person etc.. am i insecure or what? ugh ):

and.. dont slap me, but i think i need an answer to move on. it's like the key to the lock on my shackles

i really need it.

2010-02-24T04:48:00.001-08:00

smtimes i wish a rainbow will take me away

HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-13T21:25:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year! (i refuse to call it valentine's day, haha makes me feel better)

its 5.27 am in manchester but i couldnt bear not to blog. hehe u guys should know i love oldies, and woots i just saw my favourite old boy band 小虎队 perform on the china tv dinner so high!!! hahahahaha puts a smile on my face at this ungodly hour (: hahaha oh and i just lost 2 pounds gambling but im still happyyy lalalala

signing off to slp, have a happy new year!
yc (:

2010-02-10T05:18:00.000-08:00

mmm was snowing today.. the white specks u see are snow!

small

2010-02-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

saw a quote in mylifeisaverage.com

'Today at the grocery store, i ran up to my dad and started punching his belly. He shouted 'HEY' so i looked up to see that it was another fat man wearing a shirt of the same colour. This already happened to me when i was 10. Im am now 16. When will i ever learn? MLIA'

ugh short ppl and the obstacles we face

2010-02-02T16:06:00.000-08:00

smtimes when i feel happy, i question if im really happy

when im sad, i dun ever question.

biggest loser

2010-01-30T18:24:00.000-08:00

was watching the biggest loser after exams.. and actually finished it like two days ago, so i procrastinated this long before blogging.. (more bout that later)

i noe this sounds really weird, but i got quite emotional watching the show (maybe my friend who visits every month contributed) but.. yeah it really got me thinking.. there was this one guy who said,' if i dun even love myself, how can i expect others to love me?' and i was like, woah, makes a hell lot of sense. i dont noe if i love myself.. but i do noe that i love people around me.. i guess some like my family just love me unconditionally but the rest... i really dont noe? quite surprised that watching this reality tv show actually set me thinking.. but its really amazing, there was this guy who lost half of himself on the show! soo scary. and to think that i was there munching on chips whilst he was slogging his guts out at the gym.. unhealthy me ): but determined them. i would never be able to do what they are doing. i tink i give up too easily.

mm but i did imagine my dad being on the show (that is if he is even willing to go in the first place) aand mmm.. not a nice sight. and although daddy has a round and solid belly, i tink its quite cute. dun tink he qualifies anyway, cause the peopl who were on the show were like 200 over kg at the beginning.. my dad is not even half that =P

mm like i said above, i was supposed to type this 2 days ago but i kinda put it off and so now i forgot some of the initial thoughts i had whilst watching. its kinda like opportunites isnt it, sometimes when u leave it for later, it just disappears and becomes lost. maybe i shouldnt do this anymore.. but den again.. i probably dont have that determination to go on.. have been sitting on the thought of sending an email for a long time.. and i still dunno if i should and even if i do, what sort of reply im waiting for.. i have so many i dunno's in my head its frustrating, but yet i dunno (again) how im going to solve that qn. why cant my short term memory apply to those as well. or maybe.. i should just get a new brain. im probably the biggest loser (literally)

anyways.. my blog has been dead for so long, not sure if u guys will read this anyways

yc

2010-01-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

im a useless fool, so much for the resolve..
why is this a never ending story..

2009-12-05T20:06:00.000-08:00

my mind is always in a whirl of emotions..
just let my cry when i wanna cry.. and laugh when i wanna laugh..

sneaky

2009-11-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

mm apparently my sister called me and asked me if i was attached after i posted sth afew posts before..

maybe i should friends lock my blog so that she won't sneak around LOL

BACKSTREET BOYS!

2009-11-10T14:27:00.000-08:00

hahaha i had an awesome weekend over in glasgow with david and all his frens (: ( with abit of mishaps here and there..)

i shall not go into details of my mishap in getting there because i DO NOT WANT to get laughed at again, all i can say is that its a costly mistake.. and i will try my best to not be so blur?? hahaha

anyways, i had a nice dinner complete with david's signature xiao bai cai and my abit screwed up luncheon meat fried rice LOL . after a 4 hour slp, i set off to hike at some place in glasgow called the highland boundary fault trail, very nice scenery, i was at the top of it, and i guess it just makes one feel very minute compared to the moutains and valleys.. but it was still nice, stuff that i really like (: haha then its the highlight of my trip, BSB CONCERT!!

wooohooo backstreet's back alright! im still surprised by how agile they are at their age, and even though my fren said they were lip-synching, i still enjoyed myself. thanks david for accompanying me!!

mmm the bus back gave my butt ache and.. haha end of summary. i really really enjoyed myself in glasgow, especially with the company. makes me wonder, why some people just have to make things so complicating.. but.. haha i guess i cant change it so.. yupyup

before i end off.. thanks david for letting me stay, and for taking care of me, fending off dogs etc.. haha i'll try to chase away that fear!

yc

decisions

2009-11-04T15:54:00.000-08:00

nov 4th here.. made a big decision today.. its over.. i think.. time to turn a new page in my life, time to begin a new chapter (which includes lots of pigging out sessions and shopping) without some small voice at the back of my head telling me things..

i guess people mature, people change. its hard to find one who stays the same throughout the years.. although i do think they do exist.. misunderstandings, miscommunications.. guess they're soon to be a thing of the past. given a chance, i wouldnt wanna change anything because, i guess thats how people grow up.. and learn how to deal with separation..

im going to take my first step away now..
goodbye and thanks for the memories

yc

wednesday

2009-10-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

midweek AGAIN. crazy how time seems to fly and reading week (one week break) is coming! sigh dun like how time just go by without me knowing.. one min it was january 09 and now, nov?? probably need to start honing my skills on time keeping.. (and learning how to read analogue watch faces, can never figure out minute and hour hand)

suppossed to be doing EC law seminar.. but as always.. have decided to slack away =P getting depressed with the sun setting at like 5 plus.. and hmm wonder if its the lack of sunlight.. but i feel slpy at like 7, how piggish is that! haha but den again.. after whining about the lack of sun, feb will soon come and the sun will decide to come out again (:

going to watch chicago on fri.. den.. mj the movie on sat.. den.. haha maybe the peak district in the week? going down to glasgow on e 7th to visit my senior (who came down last weekend to visit me) and watch backstreet boys concert, though this is still tentative.. haha its not that im happening, you guys are happening too! so many dance/hall event etc? and u guys make alot more frens too LOL

hmmm yeah my rashes are kinda def back.. but hopefully it'll go away! haha and no more weird tongue bleeds (: my biggest problem now would be to clean my room. (gosh i hate cleaning, and the vaccuum makes a weird high pitch sound, hateit)

anyways.. shall attempt my sem again, till next time (: ( not that alot of ppl read this anyway lol )

<3 yingchern

status update: will be back in sg 12th dec 6.sth am (:

fillet-o-fish

2009-10-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

haha im developing a taste for fillet-o-fish, and i haf no idea why.. hmm??

hmmm anyways.. my tongue bled for no apparent reason, and i din realise when i was eating fries, thought it was just the taste of the fries.. hmm bloody potato.. (pun intended)

haha heard mone's event was a great success, complete with sexyback and all (: haha time to rest mone!

i managed to wake up for my 9 0'clock lect today!! if i had my way, lect's should only start at 10. 9 is agonizing! after that i had to get a coffee cause i just felt soo tired and guess what, i forgot that the place (nero) where i get coffee puts two shots of expresso instead of a single one, and my heart started beating freaking fast! it sure kept me awake, but even my hands were trembling a lil and.. hmm next time i haf constipation, i tink i found the cure (: lalala going for a debate on euthanasia later on before catching joseph and the technicolour coat (musical) later in the evening.. hahaha this leaves me with about very little time to complete my seminar due on thurs.. crap loads of readings, but very interesting issues bout medical ethics and stuff. will blog on those issues once i haf completed the readings cause.. haha they are quite meaningful (:

watched gossip girl during my morning break and it was.. hmmm a breakthrough episode. haha chuck got kissed by a man EWWWW full stop. although, its gonna get more interesting to watch cause.. i tink chuck and blair's r/s is gonna change? and.. blair might be friends with vanessa, and nate will hate serena? haha who knows? been listening to the phantom track as well cause the theme for this years d n d is music of the night.. and im the emcee, suppossedly christine? i need a white dress which.. haha dunno where to find humph.

anyways, tink my tongue bleeding has stopped and i guess it signals a return to reading. haf a great wed tmr.. and all the best for any remaining papers!!

(: (: (:

cough cough

2009-10-11T12:47:00.000-07:00

grrr i haf a dry cough now.. and my head is pounding! blahs

hahah that was a sidenote, are all your papers over? hopefully it went okay (: saw bel's statuses on fb, dun be too stressed my dear!

hmmm i went for a party last wed at a club, its like a yearly welcome back to school party organised by the chinese soc and the local mafia. yeah.. and haha i din drink or dance or anything cause at predrinks, alot of people were a little tipsy already. den.. haha i just finished my course of steroids (thank goodness) so i couldnt drink, was just there to like look around. anyways after we got to the club, i probably spent about half an hour inside cause i wenta send people who were gone back.. yupyup oh wells, i got a free ticket so hahaha

i went to the zoo yesterday!! hmmm.. quite a few of the animals were hiding! and.. i saw orang-utan/chimpanzee having a threesome.. yeah so umms?? after that we went in to chester city centre, where we walked for 1.5-2 around the city on the old city walls. we walked past like the race course, and its darn freaking big! its like 2 times a normal track la. did so much walking, i tink i met my quota for the week (: hahahaha did i fail to mention that i gained a darn lot of weight, especially after taking the steriods? sigh.. i wanna give up and dun bother about what im eating already! although, now that im off the steroids, my rashes seem to be coming back so.. hmmm i hope it goes away soon. getting abit worried cause the doc did say that if it came back, he would have to prescribe me stronger medicine to get rid of it, and that those medicine had some serious side effects.. hmmm cross my fingers and hope it goes away! although, if the medicine will make me lose weight instead of gain weight i dun mind.. haha i tink the steroids he prescribed also gave me a pimple outbreak, which is still persisting.. sigh give me back my normal skin, even if i cant be abit tanner, at least give me pimple free skin!! HAHA

okay i shall stop whining.. the weather here is still not that cold, and there's sunshine this year! haha im learning to treasure the sun (: hmm.. my workload is increasing now.. loads of readings to do.. and some of it puts you to slp LOL like lullaby.. anyways think i shall go tackle it now (:

hallo (:

2009-09-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

lol i forgot my password for my blog, haha this shows how long i havent blogged, 3.5 months to be exact? =P

sipping my tea on a chilly wed morn, eating my ritz biscuits and basically just slacking till lect in the afternoon (: haha sounds abit like peace before the storm, cause next week onwards its gonna be mugging for me cause this year is counted!!!!!

rah.. anyways i still haven finished unpacking and.. haha my friend says my room looks so empty! oh and i haf a pinboard now, so i shall go print some pics to decorate my board hahaha all the best for midterms! shall take pics when my room is finally comfy and show u guys (: hmm seems so queer that u guys are having midterms now when my school just started lol.. hmmm seriously considering going back to spore in dec.. but.. haha everything hinges on my family ( like whether they are coming here anot ) so haha we shall see what happens (:

on a side note, im hooked onto gossip girl now! haha i sound like a total bimbo but it really is nice! chuck bass is soo hot HAHAHAHA dun disagree with me mone! off to take a bath and prepare for lect, medical law is really fun! (:

maybe its all good that you didnt turn up cause if u did, it would just make things more complicated wouldnt it...

2009-06-01T17:18:00.000-07:00

OVER!!!

i am so happy and over the moon!
whats left now is just packing and den.. viola byebye manchester HALLO SINGAPORE!
haha im honestly quite hyped about going home, dunno why also.
i envisage my tiong bahru chiok, kbox etc so exciting!! haha and meet-ups too!
hopefully the H1N1 in singapore wun detiorate, and i wun be asked to quarantine myself.. *crosses fingers*

thanks for all the encouragement these past 2 weeks! shall see what i shall get for u guys although im on a bit of a budget cause im kinda broke.. blahs sorry!!
haha we must meet up very often k! cause i dun tink i will be back in december this year so.. yah i wun be able to see u guys for a super long time !
haha alrighty, i shall go to slp now, a lil zombified from my 4 hours slp yesterday nights my dears! (:

love from the *ineedtogetridofmyflabbyarms*
yc

2009-05-17T17:13:00.001-07:00

i just wanna stop dreaming of you

2009-05-15T16:17:00.000-07:00

IM SO SORRY!!

i haven blogged like in ages but ahh.. no motivation to do it
in fact i got no motivation to do almost anything RAHHH

this is just a quick update to tell u guys that dun worry, im still alive and kicking and very much the slacker that i've become! haha nothing much has been happening cept preparing for papers and shutting myself in the room yupyup

super looking forward to coming home, although my dad gotta fly to ho chi minh/hanoi on the day i come back so its pick me from airport, chiong to eat chai tou kueh brekkie den i go home read, he will pack up and prepare to leave for the airport. LOL anyways my cousin was telling me that i should go quarantine myself for 7 days since there's like swine flu in uk, so im not sure if i should do that? like quarantine myself for 7 days at home.. hmm u guys tink about it ba, if its a yes, den we'll prob meet up the following week instead? i really cant wait to see u guys so haha must tell me so i can plan my schedule (:

i haf an internship in shanghai in july for a month!

haha abit random but yupyup i shall head back to my books, another 199 pages to my quota for the night haha good mornin my dears and TWENTY-TWO more days (:

lovefromtheflabbyarm
yc (:

2009-04-08T13:59:00.000-07:00

AHHH im looking forward to everyday because of the jingles thread!

hahah everyone's studying hard for papers and i should start on my homework too! take care my darlings (:

by the way... my papers end on june 1st.. so.. hopefully i'll be able to come back earlier! (:
lalalalalalala

(: (: (:

the sun is having insomnia

2009-04-02T17:59:00.000-07:00

someone stuck flowers on my door today using black duct tape
i dunno who did it.. my frens noe but they arent telling me
hmmmm.. i tink its a prank lol
either that or its a girl hahaha
im just curious..

??????
april's fool is over! why still stick flowers on my door.. strange

2009-04-01T17:52:00.000-07:00

hehe chanced upon this while looking through my photos.. was meant to be for my mum cause she always complains that i dun take photos of myself! this was.. last year i tink, the manchester dnd.. haha i thought this pic looked funny! and hopefully.. it brightens up ur day seeing my look so silly!

on a side note.. i dun look like that anymore, my freaking face looks like there are 2 balloons in my cheeks! ahhh.. my family says i haf grown fatter..SADS! i went to the gym today.. and i will go again on fri! must LOST THE FATS! (but my arms are so achy now i dun even feel like going anymore..) ahhh.. i should really start drinking just plain water and not lemon tea or coke, making me fat! no more chips too.. ( i should take a pic of my food stash.. one word. ENORMOUS) no wonder im growing fat.. at least at home cant find so much junk cause we dun buy them in the first place!

anyways.. other than my rantings.. i hope my JINGLES IS DOING FINE!

why does bels always sound so down.. stuff happened in JCRC? my dear u owe a looooong email after ur exams alrighty? and dun overstress urself, please rmb to eat regular meals and dun drink so much of the nestle mocha/cappuchino/latte/whateverotherflavoursthereare alright! too much caffeine is not good for u! and this applies for everyone as well! hmmm. study hard but dun torture urselves okay? yupyup over in my side.. nth much has changed(except for the face) and its easter holidays now

its much quieter these days cause the brits haf gone back home for easter (or at least most of them) and yeah i've haf been slacking around doing just about nth except for reading my book. would haf loved to go back home.. but kinda figured that i wasnt here on holiday (as some ppl say! oh xiangling i mean u!) so ahh.. din come back but its okay! singapore is coming up on 25th april.. and there i will get to eat the chwee kueh, fried prawn mee etc that i so crave. mans this is making me hungry and all i've got is chips! dunw anna eat more chips.. blahs

okay.. i tink im gonna scoot off to bed before the hunger pangs keep me awake. sorry for the *zilian-ish* photo up there.. hopefully it brightens up ur day!

LOVES XOXOXOXOXOXO

yingchern (:

of accidents and running

2009-03-13T18:27:00.001-07:00

i nearly got knocked down by a bus today.. i really should stop jaywalking cause i never know when the cars will move.. ):

i realise today is fri the 13th.. maybe this explains the above.

suddenly saw von's blog update and i felt motivated to update again!

everything breaks but some hurts more than others.. so true.. sometimes i wish i could control my mind and my heart to stop thinking of things that will induce such feelings of sadness.. ARGH since when did yingchern become to emo -elmo!! im suppposed to be this bright BUBBLY CHEERFUL person.. ahh im disappearing into a shell ): blahs

oh my im so proud of u guys.. MARATHON?? i hardly even get motivation to go down to the gym.. i so need to lose those arm and thigh fats.. ( my arm fats SWING when i wave goodbye.. ahh another reason for being sad ) i should really get my act together and live a more purposeful life instead of hiding in my room all day long thinking of all the what ifs, and all the long past events which i cant go back to now.. i look through my photo albums and diaries once in a while.. ahh feel so nice to see simone's dimple, vons nice eyebags, lihui's tann-niness, shuyi's skinnyness and bels ever changing hair colour! (not forgetting all those spastic photos of me suh and mych)

oh wells.. im definitely not coming back for easter.. so it'll be another 2.5 months before i come back.. am already looking forward to it though.. haha von the weather here is getting warmer, averaging about 10 degrees? and the days are getting longer! it used to set at 4 when i first came back, but its not setting at 5 plus 6 already.. i heard during summer it can set at like 8,9 plus. hopefully i'll be back home by then, cant imagine 9 o clock being bright..

MY DAD IS COMING NEXT WEEK!!!! lalalala am so happy!! he's coming to keep me company for my birthday (: (and also because he had an extra ticket that happened to be able to be delayed till next week) but whatever, he's gonna be here (: this makes up for the fact that my two bestie's here are going back in easter. yupyup xiangling sheena and sijie is organising a party for me and yirong this sun cause we are 5 days apart (: im gonna cook fried rice for them.. LOL i really can cook now okay.. shall find a day in june/july/august/sept where i can show off my culinary skills to u guys.. my luncheon meat fried rice is YUMMY!! hahaha arent u just proud of me my dears? and by the way.. im using the jingles keychain we got in taiwan for my room key!

lala alrighty i shall go slp now.. another long day tmr.. going for some laser quest thingie cause there arent enough ppl to attend and im in comm so.. yupyup shall attempt to do sth to reward my loyal readers (:

love

the EVER BUBBLY yc (:

lols i couldnt resist putting this photo i love it!

2009-03-12T15:17:00.000-07:00

im falling deeper and deeper and i cant seem to catch hold on anything that will stop my fall.. its a never ending downward spiral.. sigh

2009-03-10T16:07:00.000-07:00

the days are getting longer now.. the sun is rising earlier and going down later.. yupyup i see more of the sun now and i like it (: when the sun shines on me its feels as if im transported back to SINGAPORE!

i got back my results today.. hmmm din do very well but im quite satisfied with it cause i din really study for it and suffered alot of last min panic attacks.. im abit languishing near the bottom so i guess i really must buck up to justify the high costs of education here.. yupyup hmmm its just abit scary that some ppl are kinda competitive here but i guess it happens everywhere? i should learn to be more competitive also so that i can survive better in the real world i suppose.. yupyup just that sudden realization i guess.. humph.. oh wells another lesson learnt (:

hmm how was mid terms?? everybody surviving? i saw evone's nick about being a fresher.. ahh it does seem very fast doesnt it? im coming back in 3 mths (which will pass in a FLASH) and it'll be a year of uni over.. ahh sometimes i wish time will just stand still for awhile so that i can soak in the moment or relieve past memories. someone build me a time machine! haha this is impossible though, so i guess i hafta to learn to treasure every moment. and i honestly agree with the thought that u only treasure things after u lose them.. or that u realise actually how much u treasure and how important they are to you. I suppose carpe diem (seize the day) is quite true i guess.. blahs no matter how much i dun like it i cant change it can i? life still goes on.. ):

i agree with lihui, everybody's nick seem so emo elmo these days.. exam stress? i mean yes when there's love there is pain.. but bels win lose? miss ong how are u?? u sound really down these days.. anything happened?? u must TAKE CARE OKAY!!!

cramping now.. so i will go sleep it away byebye my darlings (: pls rmb to take care and drink more water, eat more fruits and veggie! all the beest for exams!!!

yingchern

2009-02-27T07:19:00.000-08:00

im eating lo mai gai now

im feeling very happy

hahahahahaha okay i finished eating my lo mai gai can type properly (:

this week is drawing to a close already and yes it has been as uneventful as ever cause oh wells im a very boring person?? hehe i did found out however that WH LUNG ( chinese supermarket ) sells YEO'S LYCHEE drink!! yumyumyumyum

this sounds abit crude.. but i've been drinking alot of liangteh cause my throat sorer but i seem to detox alot after that.. dunno if its normal.. oh wells been getting faint spells recently, might be because im too heaty and falling sick. ahhh i hope i dun fall sick, so sad to be sick away from home no one take care of me.. haha i put wet towel on my head myself

oh i settled my accomodation for next year also, let me show u guys the link
http://www.opalstudents.com/student-accommodation/manchester/wilmslow-park-mwp/features/
im staying in the deluxe bedroom, double bed! haha although i tink i will get freaked out and keep thinking that something is sleeping next to me, the room is bigger and more space so haha can store more barang (: me and my 3 frens managed to get one with all 4 deluxe rooms.. haha will intro my flat mates to u guys in due time.. lol

yupyup.. i shall get down to doing my seminars.. update really soon (:

love
yingchern (:

2009-02-13T16:32:00.001-08:00

today marks the first month of manchester after the trip home.. valentine's day as well

i tink today wasnt too bad, the jingles had a meet up to celebrate shuyi's bdae, and although it was a very short one.. its the thought that counts.. went over to weston to bake cookies..
xl and yr made me YINGCHERN in cookies for me for valentine's day pressie (:

i suddenly like this song called she bu de by this girl called xuan zi.. kinda applies to me i guess? i dunno.. haha emo-ish kinda song.. valentine's day doesnt really apply to me now.. but it brings back lots of fond memories from school.. making choc cornflakes, buying flowers for the animals, receiving stuff.. cross country on v-dae.. so glad all these happened.. makes me wanna go back in time to relive them again.. maybe this is what teaches us to be appreciative.. the thought that we can never go back to the past and so appreciating the current.. makes alot of sense to me now.. yupyup

hmmm happy valentine's day everyone (:
hopefully everyone will spend theirs happily surrounded by frens, bf's family etc. all about spreading love (:

good night (:

2008-12-12T14:44:00.000-08:00

i realise when im not surrounded by people and not doing anything, i lapse into momentary depression and this has nth to do with being in a foreign land. haf no idea why im like that, its like a sudden wave of pressure and sadness hitting me over and over again. seems like im shattering my own self confidence, like i dunno how to express myself anymore.it seems like i dunno how to communicate with people or start convo's and this just shatters my self confidence even more.. i jus wanna go back home and surround myself with familiar people.. and maybe.. finally get out of the black hole thats sapping all my energy..

i miss everyone back home.. and i cant wait to go back.. 3 more days

2008-12-09T15:43:00.000-08:00

late nights makes ppl tink about alot of things.. and i guess.. trying to get over things arent that easy after all..

always

2008-11-25T08:25:00.000-08:00

hmm this is so random.. but i was just pondering over the word always.. seems to me that always.. isnt always always(if u get what i mean) i'll always be here for u, or i'll love u always, or i'll always be ur fren, many a times theres a cap on the time period. 2 years, 3 years and den "always" is broken. if thats the case, why is there even a word always? it doesnt mean what it says. ahh but still.. i gotta admit that im very happy whenever ppl say frens forever, always etc to me. it makes ur heart very warm that at that particular moment, someone actually wants to be frens with u for that period of that.. but when u look back and see some, u haf already drifted apart from them.. this is the hard part i guess..

ahhh just suddenly had this thought.. haha haf been having such revelations recently. thinking too much of such stuff and binging on too many biscuits and basically just getting fatter. really should get into the mood to mug..

mone! i noe what is happening on wed already, lol i got the email that von sent its no longer a surprise!! haha right right, shall go and fix early dinner..hungry!!!

2008-11-19T15:58:00.001-08:00

momentary sense of loss

fire alarm

2008-11-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

MY FIRE ALARM JUST RANG.

ITS 3 IN THE MORNING

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEDSHEET (:

2008-11-09T23:50:00.000-08:00

TADA!!! doesnt it look so nice and inviting?? this is my BED (: psst the red and brown bottle u sport there is oyster sauce! haha i tink im so high from doing housework this morn, i washed dishes, clothes, put mattress protector change bedsheet pillow case. YAY YAY YAY

arent u proud of me? looks very nice right? i first time put lo haha very good right? MUMMY AND DADDY LOOK AT THIS!! now cannot say i everything dunno right?

from a different angle (: hehe shall leave off here.. meeting yr to hand up essay den come back do laundry and vacuum room and tidy it!! lalala (:

i noe this is so random

2008-11-09T21:47:00.000-08:00

i finally realise what burning the midnight oil is. lol my new record, going without a wink till 5 plus in the morn. humph im going to be a zombie later.. hmm goodnight (: (or good morning to me, good afternoon to u) shall blog again later

no more constitutional conventions for a loooong time

2008-11-07T14:18:00.000-08:00

i finally and acutely realise the need for a car or taxi or sth with wheels! i respect auntie darnate now, carry so many things from supermarket and walk all the way home.. wah i walk from sainsbury back to my room is pure agony! just 2 packs of juice, 5 packs biscuit, fish fingers chicken fillet and bread and my hands nearly broke! the plastic bag was so painful, cutting into my fingers ): but, on the other hand, can train arm muscle (:

hehe i guess this is really growing up for me cause its actually no mummy or daddy around to help. especially grocery shopping, cause everyone knows im weak i'll always end up carrrying the least to the car (yes smtimes xuan carry more than me) so.. yah sudden realisation. yingchern=need to be stronger ie. grow more muscles and lose all those fats that wun go away!! battle cellulite (: although judging from the way i get hungry every few hours, my tummy is growing fast!

hmm talking bout food, i currently haf 21 items on my must eat list in dec/jan (: lalala and i just realised that i forgot to put some stuff ahh i so miss spore food now. it gets depressing smtimes when u only haf rice and baked beans, or plain porridge with cai sim and my depleting resoource of ba huu. ): enjoy and treasure spore food! when ur eating ur nasi lemak/bakchomee/ chaitoukway/hokkien mee etc, tink of me!! haha i'll be salivating here and envying u (:

i wenta london on mon and tues! hehe stayed at this pretty neat hotel, 79 pounds for 3 ppl per night which i thought was really worth it (cheaper den expectation) and it wasnt too bad too! hmm.. bought an oyster card (sth like an ez link) to travel around. went to leicester square and ate dim sum at the same restaurant daddy's fren brought us to last yr (: yummilicious egg tart and delicious dim sum! den.. caught a musical at night called wicked (: quite nice, one of the female leads had green skin.. and it was really quite nice very good voices (:

and of course not forgetting food, crispy duck and fried rice for supper! haha yumm i ate so much im becoming a glutton la.. talked alot till 3 plus.. den slpt and woke up the next day to shopping and eating, again :P wenta this place called kiasu restaurant at bayswater so much sporean food! us 3 girls, we ordered CHILLI CRAB, SEAFOOD HOR FUN, HOKKIEN MEE, sm MALAYSIAN HOKKIEN CHAR thingie that tasted like chye tou kway minus kway with mee, NYONYA LAKSA and HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE. hehe not bad right? and i had pulau hitam dessert!! yumyumyum i tink my stomach permanently expanded lol after that was shopping. bought a sweater, bag, belt, tea tea and more tea (:

and the rest of this week has been spent doing absolutely nth. zilch. gotta find my studying mode and find it quick, looads of reading to do. if not this dec go back cannot play alot must mug. hopefully i will be able to come back earlier den expected (:

sigh.. i like the frens that i mix with now.. but tengen said i should widen my social circle.. dunno howta do that now.. still haf no angmoh frens ! how? everythings complicated now too.. dun like that.. ahh and my dad and uncle reads this blog hows that!!

hmmm before i go.. xuan xuan got 4th in class (: so my pocket shall burn hole to buy her a tama lol, and bels, i need to re read ur email to reply u so gif me a lil bit of time k? so sorry!!

loves
yingchern (:

2008-10-29T17:04:00.001-07:00

i sent him an email out of impulse.. and he replied.. hmmm...

cold

2008-10-28T11:24:00.001-07:00

its freaking 2 degrees outside!!! so cold and my bulky winter coat doesnt seem to be helping.. blahs sigh the sun went down at 5 plus.. it feels like 9 but its only 6.23.. feel like slping.. ahh shall go take a hot water bath and blog again later..

2008-10-26T14:08:00.001-07:00

okay the song on mone's blog really made me cry..

mahjong

2008-10-24T17:27:00.000-07:00

mahjong again today.. ahh i tink im seriously addicted to mahjong, i see the tiles when i close my eyes.. i should really go and study.. and.. im all confused all over again.. sigh complicating):

ENTRY (:

2008-10-23T10:36:00.001-07:00

to all dedicated followers of yingchern's blog, may i present the latest post (:

haha tink i'll start with lake district? cause my mum came over on the 10th october! hehe so we had dinner together at the suppossedly best chinese restaurant in manchester.. so expensive and ALOT of angmoh.. ahh and i vomitted everything out cause i coughed till i vomitted ): (the last week when i had seminar i cough until i cry and my face was darn red and the prof asked me if i was okay.. lol but im okay now!) haha anyways that aside, we went lake districe the next day with tim and yirong(my fellow law clique mates in manchester (: eh.. let me figure out how to insert the picture..

oh my!!! are u proud of me!!! i uploaded a picture!!! hehe anyways thats me on the left, yirong and tim (: yupyup hehe it was really pretty and dinner was really good and the b&b room very nice! hehe tink my parents enjoyed themselves cause they missed it 20 yrs ago so they are here 20 yrs later to see (:

the next day we wenta rent a "drive urself" boat for an hour and it was pretty cool cause we could like drive it ourselves.. haha no need licence and i attempted u turn on the sea (:

heh the scenery was very nice.. but i shall refrain from putting the pics now cause it took me 10 mins to try and shift this above pic with the one above above ): the only letdown of the trip i suppose was that the chocolate house in kenton was closed on sun ): they had like 20 over different kind of chocolate drinks la.. was so ready to drink and cough myself silly again but.. ):

after that was drive back to manchester where we had dinner.. and den my parents came over to my room for about the last time and spent an hour there before they had to leave for the airport.. yeah.. was quite emotional but heh i told myself that i would be coming back in a short whiles time so i shouldnt be sad!!! yupyup

the next weekend we(yirong xiangling and me) went shopping (: heh bought quite alot of stuff.. bout 5 tops and a purple dress(impulse buy.. but so nice!) once i haf my cam charged up i'll take pics of them! oh.. and i played mahjong twice also! i got casino card la haha theres like a mahjong room in the casino, dun need to pay money cept for deposit.. quite fun (: im going again tmr night with my frens.. yup

oh.. i went for 3 DOORS DOWN concert !!! hehe they were way cool.. and the lead singer had quite a nice bod too and his singing is really good.. there was one song where the drummer went crazy at smacking his drums i was so scared the drum will break la.. lucky his stick never fly out (although it broke) but wah the band is really good, quite tight.. and they haf one emo guitarist also.. he looks darn pained when he plays when everyone else is so high.. funny

hee today is a super long post! yeah i haven forgotten bout my dorm pics.. shall post them uup soon (: yeah.. ms belicia ong meiling, i say this for the hundredth and oneth time, u are not ALONE ok? i read ur post also very emo u haf alot of ppl around u so dun feel that way! one of these days webcam me together with the other jingles (: i did that with shiyun, waikuan and lihui that day very fun! yupps so call me on skype if need be.. dl it OK?

i just cooked rice and steamed salmon with oyster sauce.. i shall never steam salmon again very smelly ): my whole room smell of that fishy oil now la.. stinko and im still hungry! im so gonna grow fat if i continue to eat the way i do.. half a cup of rice and stilll hungry.. although yirong can eat much more but she's so skinny!! humph i shall dream to be like her (:

yupps anyways.. tink i'll head back to work.. or go to slp.. sorry bout the choppy entry.. all the best for work and exams yeah? dun overwork urself too much and gif urself too much pressure! (u noe im talkin to u bels) yupps haf ample rest, drink more water and eat more fruits and veggie (: take care okay everyone and u are all sorely missed here!!

*hugs* *loves*
yingchern

p.s aminah i want egg tart (:

HALLO!

2008-10-10T16:28:00.001-07:00

WAH THIS IS MY FIRST NEW POST AFTER A GAZILLION YEARS HALLO EVERYONE!!!

lol im typing this at 12.30 midnight here.. so it'll be about 7.30 in sunny singapore (: haha guess i should summarise my past 2 weeks first (hopefully in a more exciting way so u guys wun get bored and nod off to slp after 2 words)

hmmm.. the plane ride wasnt too bad! i kept falling in and out of slp cause my medicine was taking effect, lol slp until neck pain. oh the best part was the meals they gave me mars bar YUM (:

hmmm i landed on the 29th morn.. den moved into my dorm and went about trying to get internet connection. ur blur fren over here forgot all her username and passwords so hadta ask a fren for help.. AND i went for lecture at 4 pm.. hehe hardworking right!

haha den the week passes by very quickly and nth much happens (cept that my dad was with me.. AND MY RICE COOKER CAN COOK MAGGIE MEE, haha idiot proof rice cooker)

this week.. i fell sick ): caught "freshers flu" as the singaporeans here call it so i have been sniffing and coughing all the way through. din go for tue lecture cause i couldn't talk without coughing.. and my nose was blocked too! so i had a nasal and sexy voice.. too bad u guys din get to hear it :P haha wed morn was really funny cause i had tutorial (they call it seminar here) and i suddenly started coughing for like 5 mins straight.. my neck felt darn hot and i think my whole face was RED, cough until i cry ): yeah but im getting better now !

my mum is here for the weekend! before she and my dad leaves for italy where she has some company retreat kinda thing.. yupps so its my last weekend before they leave.. yeah.. dunno might get a bit down next week after they leave but hopefully my frens here and shool work will keep my busy and put my mind off thinking bout other stuff.. yupps but missing u guys will make it worse ):

yeah.. just finished going through the book that 4/7 gave me.. really touched! and amused (by mingzhi) yupps lol but there were 2 common themes, 1. BE STRONG, 2. START A BLOG

1. yes i will be.. lol i always haf been.. havent i? (: (: (: even in times where i dun, i'll rmb what u guys haf said and try to be move out of the sad state.. being along smtimes warps ur brain.. and for someone who's so scared of loneliness, this is gonna be something that i hafta make myself get used to.. yupps

2. haha this entry speaks for itself

so.. i guess i shall go to bed now.. yupps if tan ying ching and tan ying xuan is reading this, please behave urself at home and xuan xuan go study and do testpaper do NOT turn my room upside down and miss tan i got ur jacket and all the best for OP(whichever date it is on)

yupps ahh.. LOVE U GUYS!! and thanks for missing me im missing u guys too! take care in sunny singapore, appreciate singapore food and PORK (angmoh's here dun seem to eat pork) and the nice weather. here it rains quite alot and not much sun (at least for last week) yupps TAKE CARE OKAY? please drink more water and eat more fruits and veg and dun get sick k? yupps keep warm keep dry and keep safe good night (:

love
yingchern(:

long time no see

2007-01-13T18:49:00.000-08:00

lolx i realised i haven blogged in like 1 mth.. so this is turning into some zombie graveyard.. so im here to revive it again! haha

wells had a rather excting december=) went to thailand wif e band.. haha so fun!!! hong nam you ti nai? lalala kinda cool to be wif them all of them and to like jus spend time together to talk.. though some unfortunate events happened like menghon losing his money and some other thing that im not gonna elaborate on.. it was a gd experience=)

so now e new yr has started.. and i've already had TWO tests.. lolx and maths i only know howta do 4 out of 18 marks.. lolx quite dead.. time to buck up! (wells im supposed to be doing 8 AQ qns but heck it shall blog first) this yr has been rather exciting so far, meetin e juniors and stuff. tink our junior class is quite enthu, haha some guy i met while walking to e bus stop actually said, " hi senior class" to me! lolx feel quite old to be called senior class.. can u imagine we'll actually be out of uniform forever next yr? ( wells for gals at least.. guys jus hafta bear ns) time goes by really fast.. seem jus yesterdae that i entered anderson.. got into amb.. met a really great class that today still remains rather close to my heart.. haha i love 4/7=)

humph this yr will be a very hectic one, at least thats wad e teachers say but hopefully e jingles will still haf time to meet up.. i tink im rather lucky to haf frens that i can really count on.. haha not to forget my dear animals=) hopefully everyone can help to motivate each other like how we did in sec 4 though we're in different colleges.. yupps

was reading mone's blog and read e small font about e celebration for her frens birthdae.. i kinda agree wif her.. thats why i keep quiet when they celebrate ppl's birthday in class wif cake and stuff.. hmmm i guess smtimes it can be quite depressing when e class celebrates others bdae but not urs but.. haha its okie one la survivable!

okie haha shall go do my aq qns now.. see ya.. bels go exercise together one dae!!!

humph

2006-12-09T21:12:00.000-08:00

i was reading my tagboard and i saw mone's tag.. lolx howta blog when im not around?? haha u very funny la i thought i told e jingles that i was leaving on e 23rd?? haha u dunno ar.. wells but anyway ur on e plane to taiwan now so ya cant see this anyways.. haha okie i will buy pressies for everyone but when we exchange?? during chalet or during e sentosa outing?? lalala im quite hyped up bout e sentosa thingie! havent been to e beach wif ya guys b4.. dunno wad will happen la.. like maybe having a famous bels moment (whom by e way is hafin alot of chance encounters wif seemingly nice guys.. haha) anyhow must hurry update me bout e stuff that has been happenin!!

by e way mel and tas was nice=) haha i was in chinatown in mel and i was stupidly hoping to meet yang han den my mother said i v. stupid wishing for e impossible.. lolx haha im very proud of myself okie!! i went to cradle mountain nat. park and walked e trail for 2.5 hours! (although e estimated time of walk is only 1.5 hours) BUT not bad right! haha not very expected from me=) and den i wenta climb to a lookout to look at this wineglass bay( that suppossedly looks like a wineglass) and guess wad! i climbed 600 steps ok! haha im darn proud of myself (although my dad did find me a tree branch to use as walking stick on e way down).. haha thats enough exercise for me for e whol hols! lalala and i ate alot of food la.. especially on e last night ate this very sinful chocolate cake.. OMG it was darn good( but darn fattening too). so i've made up my mind to be like bels and not eat proper meals to lose some fats.. hahaha

i missed everybody!!! haha e jingles missed me also right???? lala and my section mates too! chalet was great! i have never EVER cycled for more than 2 hours in my entire life and i actually cycled from like pasir ris to east coast ( although i had some minor mishaps on e way) tanks singhwa for keep asking me to "relaxing" haha k la im a horrible cyclist.. but it was fun la and i got to meet everyone again! haha yupps agnes must meet up soon to catch up.. din really get a good chance to talk to ya that night.. so see ya real soon!

lolx tink thats enough of yc yakkin non stop for today.. leaving for thailand for band trip on e 15th to yah will be back on e 19th and 21st is 4/7 chalet! haha looking forward to seeing all of them=)

confused

2006-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

hehe tan ying chern is BACK!

lolx hmmm went to watch flushed away today! haha i tink im a weird person.. seriously.. got too many mood swings already.. im supposed to be upset wif him but somehow when we went out today we were okie.. hmmm kinda weird.. smtimes there can be loads of laughter sometimes there's chilling silences.. and i realise i cannot stay angry wif him for long.. sad i will.. but smtimes i feel really happy? hmmm am i a lil crazy? hehe yc is abit looney eh?

(i tink ya jus saw how i answered my own qns.. thats e first sign of insanity)

humph.. dunno but i guess time is also impt in such cases.. as in if one is really busy den its very hard to maintain? haiyo i very confused.. especially now that this gal pops up out of the blue.. hmmmm... anway my batch mates are coming over tmr!!! haha long-awaited batch outing at my place.. haha FUN FUN FUN! st and mich staying over also.. lalala girl talk throughout e night.. miss those 2 man.. all our gossiping sessions, thrashing out sessions and crapping sessions of our batch is so memorable! really happy to haf spent 4 yrs wif these grp of ppl.. to play and to jus treasure our frenship... haha *i sound so mushy*

kk i shall go and continue cross stiching for my mum's pressie.. lalala

random

2006-11-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

HAHA first real post of TAN YING CHERN!!!

lolx life has been challenging these few days.. a little hard to bear smtimes but wells.. no choice=(

jus went k boxing wif fran wee kelly and agnes.. haha FUN! so nice to be wif them again..e old feelings come back.. yupps and at AGNES'S request, i've come here to blog.. yupps... band prac tmr.. and jingles dinner has been pushed back to i tink fri? kinda free tmr.. shall come home and watch ouran host club.. haha bels its a really nice anime!! so for gals.. maybe i should continue stiching e cross stich for my mum too..

sigh.. smtimes i tink its hard to mask ur emotions however hard ya try to.. whenever that issue is raised.. i cant help but feel a prick.. dunno whether thats normal anot.. but its getting more difficult.. and its not very nice to show a "im feelin very sad now" face when ur frens are so hyped up about sth.. blahs this is called jing tui liang nan in chinese.. haha *simone dun say my chi very lousy!! wells.. he's at obs now so yah.. shall push it back further..

hmmmm that was kinda emo huh? haha keep hearing e word emo nowadays.. im looking forward to goin out wif STQS.. haha i wanna buy a hat b4 i go overseas.. lalala den i can look cool! (i CAN look cool okie.. lolx) i realise that my bloggin style is very erratic.. its endings are all so abrupt=(

k i shall go take a bathe before watching more ouran host club.. haha see ya=)

2006-10-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

belicia is a great person!

lalala

2006-07-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

im jus testing.. again

2006-07-27T03:22:00.000-07:00

hmmm jus testing..