have disappeared from here for the better part of 2 months, haha i realise im just not that avid a writer, or rather i think of random quotes to type, but they cant really form a proper entry without sounding disjointed and weird =S
anyways, i've been good.. haha kind of? its good to have things to keep my calendar full, keeps things off my mind (: school's.. tons of backlog work due to over-enthusiastic drama-surfing (dled this thing called ppstv that my flatmate introduced, haha awesome) so today and tmr is gonna be crazy. 2 essays and 1 seminar due. sometimes i dont really know whats wrong with me, seem to love doing last minute work all the time, seriously sucks. ugh think maybe my room is too comfortable, doesnt feel like a "go study" bedroom but rather a "its so homely go read a book/watch a show/take a nap/SLACK" kinda room which is good for welfare but worrying for academic's sake. really got to pull up my socks this year, better not waste my parents efforts and regret for the rest of my life =S
complaining and academics aside, think im going to start planning a short trip with my sister (: not really sure where we wanna go, but time and money is kinda tight, so budgetbudgetbudget. sounds fun! hahaha glad to have company this year, somehow its just different knowing that you have family here, that no matter what, one is just within reach (by 3 hours train nonetheless, but you get the picture). basic itenary = shopping plus eating (: really wanna find a nice teahouse, sit down and have some nice english afternoon tea with scones, jam and a book in hand. spending an afternoon like that is utter bliss. of course, haha, this has to actually HAPPEN of course. but i hope it does (:
been watching this drama called lie to me. really nice. the protagnist in the show is able to read faces in order to determine whether one is lying or telling the truth, and thats pretty neat, well at least to me.. i have an inability to tell when one lies, which is a disaster.. haha i dunno if im considered a good liar, but sometimes i find myself believing my own lies.. and running away from the truth staring at me in my face. not a very good position to be in. because it hurts even more when the truth slaps you in the face...
but
i think im happy.
and i hope this time im not lying.