i nearly got knocked down by a bus today.. i really should stop jaywalking cause i never know when the cars will move.. ):

suddenly saw von's blog update and i felt motivated to update again!

everything breaks but some hurts more than others.. so true.. sometimes i wish i could control my mind and my heart to stop thinking of things that will induce such feelings of sadness.. ARGH since when did yingchern become to emo -elmo!! im suppposed to be this bright BUBBLY CHEERFUL person.. ahh im disappearing into a shell ): blahs

oh my im so proud of u guys.. MARATHON?? i hardly even get motivation to go down to the gym.. i so need to lose those arm and thigh fats.. ( my arm fats SWING when i wave goodbye.. ahh another reason for being sad ) i should really get my act together and live a more purposeful life instead of hiding in my room all day long thinking of all the what ifs, and all the long past events which i cant go back to now.. i look through my photo albums and diaries once in a while.. ahh feel so nice to see simone's dimple, vons nice eyebags, lihui's tann-niness, shuyi's skinnyness and bels ever changing hair colour! (not forgetting all those spastic photos of me suh and mych)

oh wells.. im definitely not coming back for easter.. so it'll be another 2.5 months before i come back.. am already looking forward to it though.. haha von the weather here is getting warmer, averaging about 10 degrees? and the days are getting longer! it used to set at 4 when i first came back, but its not setting at 5 plus 6 already.. i heard during summer it can set at like 8,9 plus. hopefully i'll be back home by then, cant imagine 9 o clock being bright..

MY DAD IS COMING NEXT WEEK!!!! lalalala am so happy!! he's coming to keep me company for my birthday (: (and also because he had an extra ticket that happened to be able to be delayed till next week) but whatever, he's gonna be here (: this makes up for the fact that my two bestie's here are going back in easter. yupyup xiangling sheena and sijie is organising a party for me and yirong this sun cause we are 5 days apart (: im gonna cook fried rice for them.. LOL i really can cook now okay.. shall find a day in june/july/august/sept where i can show off my culinary skills to u guys.. my luncheon meat fried rice is YUMMY!! hahaha arent u just proud of me my dears? and by the way.. im using the jingles keychain we got in taiwan for my room key!

lala alrighty i shall go slp now.. another long day tmr.. going for some laser quest thingie cause there arent enough ppl to attend and im in comm so.. yupyup shall attempt to do sth to reward my loyal readers (:

love

the EVER BUBBLY yc (: