i nearly got knocked down by a bus today.. i really should stop jaywalking cause i never know when the cars will move.. ):
i realise today is fri the 13th.. maybe this explains the above.
suddenly saw von's blog update and i felt motivated to update again!
everything breaks but some hurts more than others.. so true.. sometimes i wish i could control my mind and my heart to stop thinking of things that will induce such feelings of sadness.. ARGH since when did yingchern become to emo -elmo!! im suppposed to be this bright BUBBLY CHEERFUL person.. ahh im disappearing into a shell ): blahs
oh my im so proud of u guys.. MARATHON?? i hardly even get motivation to go down to the gym.. i so need to lose those arm and thigh fats.. ( my arm fats SWING when i wave goodbye.. ahh another reason for being sad ) i should really get my act together and live a more purposeful life instead of hiding in my room all day long thinking of all the what ifs, and all the long past events which i cant go back to now.. i look through my photo albums and diaries once in a while.. ahh feel so nice to see simone's dimple, vons nice eyebags, lihui's tann-niness, shuyi's skinnyness and bels ever changing hair colour! (not forgetting all those spastic photos of me suh and mych)
oh wells.. im definitely not coming back for easter.. so it'll be another 2.5 months before i come back.. am already looking forward to it though.. haha von the weather here is getting warmer, averaging about 10 degrees? and the days are getting longer! it used to set at 4 when i first came back, but its not setting at 5 plus 6 already.. i heard during summer it can set at like 8,9 plus. hopefully i'll be back home by then, cant imagine 9 o clock being bright..
MY DAD IS COMING NEXT WEEK!!!! lalalala am so happy!! he's coming to keep me company for my birthday (: (and also because he had an extra ticket that happened to be able to be delayed till next week) but whatever, he's gonna be here (: this makes up for the fact that my two bestie's here are going back in easter. yupyup xiangling sheena and sijie is organising a party for me and yirong this sun cause we are 5 days apart (: im gonna cook fried rice for them.. LOL i really can cook now okay.. shall find a day in june/july/august/sept where i can show off my culinary skills to u guys.. my luncheon meat fried rice is YUMMY!! hahaha arent u just proud of me my dears? and by the way.. im using the jingles keychain we got in taiwan for my room key!
lala alrighty i shall go slp now.. another long day tmr.. going for some laser quest thingie cause there arent enough ppl to attend and im in comm so.. yupyup shall attempt to do sth to reward my loyal readers (:
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the EVER BUBBLY yc (:
lols i couldnt resist putting this photo i love it!
the days are getting longer now.. the sun is rising earlier and going down later.. yupyup i see more of the sun now and i like it (: when the sun shines on me its feels as if im transported back to SINGAPORE!
i got back my results today.. hmmm din do very well but im quite satisfied with it cause i din really study for it and suffered alot of last min panic attacks.. im abit languishing near the bottom so i guess i really must buck up to justify the high costs of education here.. yupyup hmmm its just abit scary that some ppl are kinda competitive here but i guess it happens everywhere? i should learn to be more competitive also so that i can survive better in the real world i suppose.. yupyup just that sudden realization i guess.. humph.. oh wells another lesson learnt (:
hmm how was mid terms?? everybody surviving? i saw evone's nick about being a fresher.. ahh it does seem very fast doesnt it? im coming back in 3 mths (which will pass in a FLASH) and it'll be a year of uni over.. ahh sometimes i wish time will just stand still for awhile so that i can soak in the moment or relieve past memories. someone build me a time machine! haha this is impossible though, so i guess i hafta to learn to treasure every moment. and i honestly agree with the thought that u only treasure things after u lose them.. or that u realise actually how much u treasure and how important they are to you. I suppose carpe diem (seize the day) is quite true i guess.. blahs no matter how much i dun like it i cant change it can i? life still goes on.. ):
i agree with lihui, everybody's nick seem so emo elmo these days.. exam stress? i mean yes when there's love there is pain.. but bels win lose? miss ong how are u?? u sound really down these days.. anything happened?? u must TAKE CARE OKAY!!!
cramping now.. so i will go sleep it away byebye my darlings (: pls rmb to take care and drink more water, eat more fruits and veggie! all the beest for exams!!!
yingchern
