hmm this is so random.. but i was just pondering over the word always.. seems to me that always.. isnt always always(if u get what i mean) i'll always be here for u, or i'll love u always, or i'll always be ur fren, many a times theres a cap on the time period. 2 years, 3 years and den "always" is broken. if thats the case, why is there even a word always? it doesnt mean what it says. ahh but still.. i gotta admit that im very happy whenever ppl say frens forever, always etc to me. it makes ur heart very warm that at that particular moment, someone actually wants to be frens with u for that period of that.. but when u look back and see some, u haf already drifted apart from them.. this is the hard part i guess..

ahhh just suddenly had this thought.. haha haf been having such revelations recently. thinking too much of such stuff and binging on too many biscuits and basically just getting fatter. really should get into the mood to mug..

mone! i noe what is happening on wed already, lol i got the email that von sent its no longer a surprise!! haha right right, shall go and fix early dinner..hungry!!!

momentary sense of loss

MY FIRE ALARM JUST RANG.

ITS 3 IN THE MORNING

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TADA!!! doesnt it look so nice and inviting?? this is my BED (: psst the red and brown bottle u sport there is oyster sauce! haha i tink im so high from doing housework this morn, i washed dishes, clothes, put mattress protector change bedsheet pillow case. YAY YAY YAY

i finally realise what burning the midnight oil is. lol my new record, going without a wink till 5 plus in the morn. humph im going to be a zombie later.. hmm goodnight (: (or good morning to me, good afternoon to u) shall blog again later

no more constitutional conventions for a loooong time

i finally and acutely realise the need for a car or taxi or sth with wheels! i respect auntie darnate now, carry so many things from supermarket and walk all the way home.. wah i walk from sainsbury back to my room is pure agony! just 2 packs of juice, 5 packs biscuit, fish fingers chicken fillet and bread and my hands nearly broke! the plastic bag was so painful, cutting into my fingers ): but, on the other hand, can train arm muscle (:

hehe i guess this is really growing up for me cause its actually no mummy or daddy around to help. especially grocery shopping, cause everyone knows im weak i'll always end up carrrying the least to the car (yes smtimes xuan carry more than me) so.. yah sudden realisation. yingchern=need to be stronger ie. grow more muscles and lose all those fats that wun go away!! battle cellulite (: although judging from the way i get hungry every few hours, my tummy is growing fast!

hmm talking bout food, i currently haf 21 items on my must eat list in dec/jan (: lalala and i just realised that i forgot to put some stuff ahh i so miss spore food now. it gets depressing smtimes when u only haf rice and baked beans, or plain porridge with cai sim and my depleting resoource of ba huu. ): enjoy and treasure spore food! when ur eating ur nasi lemak/bakchomee/ chaitoukway/hokkien mee etc, tink of me!! haha i'll be salivating here and envying u (:

i wenta london on mon and tues! hehe stayed at this pretty neat hotel, 79 pounds for 3 ppl per night which i thought was really worth it (cheaper den expectation) and it wasnt too bad too! hmm.. bought an oyster card (sth like an ez link) to travel around. went to leicester square and ate dim sum at the same restaurant daddy's fren brought us to last yr (: yummilicious egg tart and delicious dim sum! den.. caught a musical at night called wicked (: quite nice, one of the female leads had green skin.. and it was really quite nice very good voices (:

and of course not forgetting food, crispy duck and fried rice for supper! haha yumm i ate so much im becoming a glutton la.. talked alot till 3 plus.. den slpt and woke up the next day to shopping and eating, again :P wenta this place called kiasu restaurant at bayswater so much sporean food! us 3 girls, we ordered CHILLI CRAB, SEAFOOD HOR FUN, HOKKIEN MEE, sm MALAYSIAN HOKKIEN CHAR thingie that tasted like chye tou kway minus kway with mee, NYONYA LAKSA and HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE. hehe not bad right? and i had pulau hitam dessert!! yumyumyum i tink my stomach permanently expanded lol after that was shopping. bought a sweater, bag, belt, tea tea and more tea (:

and the rest of this week has been spent doing absolutely nth. zilch. gotta find my studying mode and find it quick, looads of reading to do. if not this dec go back cannot play alot must mug. hopefully i will be able to come back earlier den expected (:

sigh.. i like the frens that i mix with now.. but tengen said i should widen my social circle.. dunno howta do that now.. still haf no angmoh frens ! how? everythings complicated now too.. dun like that.. ahh and my dad and uncle reads this blog hows that!!

hmmm before i go.. xuan xuan got 4th in class (: so my pocket shall burn hole to buy her a tama lol, and bels, i need to re read ur email to reply u so gif me a lil bit of time k? so sorry!!

loves
yingchern (: